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Feb. 28th, 2016 10:35 amTony had planned to run for a very, very long time. After his parents had died and he was no longer under their protection to skip annual screenings, he had started to make plans to leave. The trouble was, having a silver spoon in your mouth at all times made the thought of leave the known world pretty awful and Tony, a creature of comfort by then, did not want to leave his home and his riches and his toys.
Uncle Obi shared his secret and together they kept the Stark Empire afloat. Tony was rich enough to pay off the yearly census. For awhile at least.
But that was before the Chitauri came and did what no one in the world thought was even possible in the days before they attempted to take over. They released bombs to kill Guides, specifically. Just like that, millions of Guides around the world perished.
If it hadn't been for the Iron Man armor, he would have died as well.
He'd only just met Steve Rogers, one of his father's friends during World War II, for mere moments before the hellicarier went to hell. He'd seen the way the Captain had looked at him, had smelled the air... It would have been impossible for a Sentinel to have known what he was outside of heat, but Steve was not just a Sentinel. And Tony knew he was in trouble even while he fought alongside the Captain.
Was it any wonder that Tony Stark was mysteriously gone before Loki was even captured or taken back to Asgard?
Uncle Obi shared his secret and together they kept the Stark Empire afloat. Tony was rich enough to pay off the yearly census. For awhile at least.
But that was before the Chitauri came and did what no one in the world thought was even possible in the days before they attempted to take over. They released bombs to kill Guides, specifically. Just like that, millions of Guides around the world perished.
If it hadn't been for the Iron Man armor, he would have died as well.
He'd only just met Steve Rogers, one of his father's friends during World War II, for mere moments before the hellicarier went to hell. He'd seen the way the Captain had looked at him, had smelled the air... It would have been impossible for a Sentinel to have known what he was outside of heat, but Steve was not just a Sentinel. And Tony knew he was in trouble even while he fought alongside the Captain.
Was it any wonder that Tony Stark was mysteriously gone before Loki was even captured or taken back to Asgard?
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Date: 2016-03-03 07:12 pm (UTC)No, probably not, considering his age and the serum. It was safe to say Tony would be busy keeping him content. Sometimes though, he liked to watch or touch instead of take. Of course, it all depended on how good his Guide reacted to both of those. He would learn. It would take time. Steve would teach him how wonderful it was.
While Tony was taking his ten minutes, Steve would clean up the room. The water and protein bars would stay. They would need them at some point. The materials he used for their nest he would reverently pack in a box just in case he wanted to recreate it someday. The other man would have ten minutes, on the dot.
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Date: 2016-03-03 07:25 pm (UTC)He washed up with hand soap but it didn't help. It just made the bruises seem more pronounced. Tony did not look at himself in the mirror though. He didn't expect anything save for the bite with his fingers.
There would be a matching one on the other side of his neck when Steve wished to trigger another heat. The first gland would heal in a few months. Smart Sentinels waited to get s blast of hormones every few weeks but it was hard to tell when Steve would use those hormones against him.
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Date: 2016-03-03 07:34 pm (UTC)He mopped up the spilled water and removed everything extra from the room that he brought in for this. Steve paused long enough outside the room to check the recording and grinned when it was perfect. Yes, he would definitely be using that at some point. He stepped back into the room and sealed it again, checking the time, then making his way to the bathroom.
"Time for our shower," he said, crossing to open the door and then beckoning Tony through it.
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Date: 2016-03-03 07:45 pm (UTC)He cleared his throat and tried again.
"You could try asking and not just expecting. I'm a human being."
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Date: 2016-03-03 07:49 pm (UTC)He wasn't like other Sentinels or the lovey dovey bonded couples that the news and media liked to portray. He was a product of war and the military, neither of which were good environments for an impressionable young Sentinel. They made him do terrible things and forced him to accept that was all he was good for, then made him do more.
"You're mine," he added. "You do what I say."
Was it any wonder it was impossible to find him a willing, compatible Guide?
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Date: 2016-03-03 08:08 pm (UTC)But Tony Stark did not let himself be bossed around.
Not now. Not ever.
"You're not my master. You do not own me."
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Date: 2016-03-03 08:28 pm (UTC)Tony flipped Steve off, his anger at least bring life back to his eyes.
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:17 pm (UTC)Of course, Steve would have been an exception anyway. They liked to keep him happy so unfortunately for Tony, no one could come to his rescue even if they wanted to. He did appreciate that Tony's fiestiness was back but it was also annoying. He just wanted to shower and wipe his Guide down. Was that so terrible?
"Get in the shower," he warned, one more time.
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:21 pm (UTC)"Like I will." It was going to get him hurt but good. Let the Captain feel first hand what it was like to hurt a Guide bonded to him. From what tony knew, Sentinels had trouble hurting Guides anyway (and Steve hadn't really hurt him, he had been in bonding frenzy).
A normal Sentinel might backlash or slip into a fugue. But Steve was not a normal Sentinel.
Guides were meant to be immediately subservient to their Sentinels too. But Tony wasn't a normal Guide either.
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:27 pm (UTC)Besides, he wanted to feel it. It meant he was doing things right.
Steve advanced on Tony, stalking toward him dangerously, "Fine, we'll do this the hard way."
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:40 pm (UTC)He was in no condition to be fighting. Or arguing. Or ordering anyone around. Tony just wasn't going to allow himself to be a victim here.
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:45 pm (UTC)He could feel the pain of it through the bond. Good. It was supposed to hurt.
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Date: 2016-03-03 09:58 pm (UTC)He was fucked. Fucked in every way possible. His whole mind seemed to shut down as he stood there because this was a situation he did not understand and could not at all prepare for.
"You're not right."
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Date: 2016-03-03 10:26 pm (UTC)No kidding, Tony? It took you that long to realize?
"See, the thing is, they wanted a powerful Sentinel that didn't need a Guide," he made a juggling motion with his hands. "But it didn't work, not the way they wanted. They almost got it right. The only problem is I need to cause pain and my Sentinel instincts still demand a Guide, so here we are."
It might just have been training, once upon a time, but he was too far gone now. It was an itch that needed scratched. This was the Sentinel Tony was bonded to. For better or worse.
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Date: 2016-03-03 10:57 pm (UTC)Steve's explanation did not leave a "for better" option here. Tony had been hunted. Caught. Forcefully bonded. And now there was absolutely no hope to be had for anything here.
He was bonded to a sadist. One who could and would and wanted to hurt him.
Tony decided to use his negotiating skills.
"Listen. I get it. You need a Guide. Given what happened, I guess I need a Sentinel. You like to hurt people but you don't have to hurt me. It can be anyone, right? If I stop fighting you, and if I promise to reforge our bond whenever you feel it slipping... Will you keep me out of the BDSM stuff?"
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Date: 2016-03-04 12:13 am (UTC)Of course, he might have already fallen off the crazy wagon a little. It just depended which side you were standing on.
"It's not the same. I can't feel it when it's someone else."
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Date: 2016-03-04 02:07 am (UTC)Tony's eyes darted around the shower stall. He was going to have to kill the Captain now. It might kill him, but he could not do this for his entire life. He couldn't submit and be hurt and beaten because one man who should have stayed frozen decided that was the only way to get his rocks off!
Dark eyes darkened further.
"If I don't kill you, I'll find a way to kill myself," he said with a rumble in his throat. "You can't always watch me."
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Date: 2016-03-04 02:25 am (UTC)"No, I can't, but that's why I have restraints," Steve frowned. He didn't want it to come to that. That was the exact opposite of what he wanted. Why couldn't his Guide just cooperate? "I still think you'll come around."
He cranked the water on and stepped forward to grab Tony.
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Date: 2016-03-04 02:31 am (UTC)"You'll have to keep me in restraints then," Tony growled, which was not something usual for a Guide. "That will just end up killing me too. Maybe not as quick as a glass shard to my throat will, but it'll still do the trick."
He'd be dead inside.
"You've done this before. Other Guides. Other people. And they consented? Try fucking asking me, Rogers! I'm not going to say yes. Not right now. Maybe not ever. But you'd do a better job of convincing me with words instead of actions. I sweat to god if you touch me again I will tear the reactor from my chest and you can watch me die like a gold fish flopping around on the floor."
Not idea. Tony wasn't ready to give up but if this was meant to be a partnership, they were going to have to make this dynamic more equal.
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Date: 2016-03-04 04:08 pm (UTC)He advanced until once more, he had Tony trapped up against the wall. His hands were placed on either side of his head. Steve could be terrifying if he wanted to be.
"What's the point in asking if I know the answer?" he demanded. He was angry. He never expected Tony Stark to threaten to kill himself so quickly. It effectively removed his ability to do any of the things he wanted.
His teeth ground together and he added, "Suppose I do put up with this nonsense. am I supposed to do in the meantime? There are no Guides for me to play with. I don't think you understand that I need this."
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Date: 2016-03-05 06:19 pm (UTC)Of his Sentinel.
It sucked that the term meant something.
Tony put his hand to the perfect chest of the man he was stuck with for the rest of his life. Steve did this to him without permission but there was no reason to harp on that now.
He took a very long, very deep breath.
"Are you willing to compromise?"
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Date: 2016-03-05 06:32 pm (UTC)"You don't understand," he said again, because Tony wasn't getting the picture. It was like an addiction. It clawed at him. Ate him him. Demanded he satisfy it. This wasn't the sort of addiction that was possible to break. Thanks to the serum, it was engrained in his bones. "You'll feel it when it really starts. Maybe then, you'll see my side."
He looked skeptical now. This wasn't how this was supposed to go. His Guide was supposed to be his pet. His plaything. Locked up safe from everyone but the Sentinel.
However, he didn't want it over before it started. There weren't enough Guides left he could sacrifice any to his pain lust.
"Depends on the compromise."
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Date: 2016-03-05 06:44 pm (UTC)"You're going to treat me like a human being. You will stop when I tell you to stop and you're not going to stop me from being able to tell you."
He knew Steve would protest so he got on with it.
"And I'll...submit. When you have an urge. I'll let you do what you need to and I will let it go on as long as I can stand it. I'll go with you on missions. I won't try to hurt myself. And you will trust me not to keep me tied up for days on end. If I want to leave, you'll let me leave. On the condition that I will always come back when I say I will."
Tony sort of hated himself for all this.
"Now...you're going to kiss me. And you're going to help me shower and make sure I'm not too hurt...and then we're going to try a few things you want to do."
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Date: 2016-03-05 07:16 pm (UTC)In all fairness to Steve, he had planned to let Tony have his freedoms once the man had started cooperating with him a little more. This is not at all how he had intended this to go.
He does open his mouth to protest but says nothing when Tony continues. He quietly weighs everything in his head. Pros. Cons. Whether this will work longterm and he's not sure, but it might work for now.
"And if I have plans your beautiful mouth?" he asks, because how does that work then? The last thing he wants is teeth sunk into him. He had written it off entirely without a gag of some kind but if Tony cooperates? Hm.
Steve still isn't sure. He doesn't trust the world to leave his Guide alone. It is a compromise for a reason. "Once things calm down, I will let you leave. The world isn't safe for Guides right now, particularly on the East Coast."
How had this gone from him in charge? To Tony? However, if the man will willingly give him what he needs? Steve is willing to try. There's more fun to be had that way.
"Otherwise, I agree."
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