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[Tony volunteers for the worst sort of body take over ever: here.]

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Bruce sets his beer down and frowns at Tony across the table. Now would be a good time to take off his glasses and clean them while he collects his thoughts; too bad he has no idea where anything of his, including his spares, could be found.

So he just sits and fixes Tony with a look that says, I'm not mad, I'm disappointed. "You're both my friends, and I believe that if Steve's doing something, he's doing it because he believes in his star-spangled heart that what he's doing is right."

He shrugs a little and shakes his head. "He has a better track record on that than either of us. Right now I want to be Switzerland; don't force my hand about taking sides."

Because his best option there is getting off the planet.

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And now it’s Tony’s turn to look disappointed, not exactly at Bruce so much as about the whole situation. He wants to be a one and only. Eventually someone will choose him and only him. Not him and a company. Or him and coffee orders. Or him but really Steve because he’s just the better guy.

He finishes his beer in two big gulps and plays off his hurt as nonchalance, a tune he’s danced to many times.

“There’s nothing left to choose, so you’re in luck. He was wrong. He caused two billion dollars of damage at an airport. And that’s where we are now.”

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Not five minutes earlier Tony was saying how neither of them could be trusted. He's right. Their actions today should show that. Bruce isn't sorry he dumped Kiara in the middle of the Grandmaster's court, but he also knows that it was a risky choice, and he and Tony just fed off of each other to go ahead and do it anyway.

He knows Tony too well to believe the nonchalance and it stings to know he's hurt him.

"Tony..." This people thing is way too hard. He sighs and lightly kicks Tony under the table, more a nudge than a kick. "Stop. It isn't about you versus Steve. I have to take my own side in this because if I ever end up having to fight one of my friends, if I come back from it, I might come back to finding I killed someone I care about. I can't live with that, but I won't have any other choice than to live with it."

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“You fought me and I lived just fine!” Okay, a building and ten people did not fare as well but Tony is a selfish, horrible man and selfish and horrible men happen not to care a smidge for other people.

Which honestly isn’t true. Tony does care. He cares a great deal about the hardships he caused and the people he hurt. That’s what makes him the man he is today. His pain and his suffering is... deserved. The people he had a hand in hurting now total into the millions.

Not even Bruce can say that.

“How about we just say that you can be Switzerland and change the topic to something fun and festive. Like... do you still remember how to play Call of Duty?”

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That was before Hulk got a two-year workout and topped it off by taking on a mythical monster hand-to-hand. He hears it was impressive; he's mostly just hoping dogs won't give him flashbacks now.

Tony is selfish and horrible except when he isn't, which is more often than he gives himself credit for. Bruce gives him credit. Quietly.

He nods, relieved to let that go now that the point's been made. "That's the one where you collect a bunch of weird little monsters in a ball?"

As if he'd have forgotten even if he'd been aware of the past two years passing.

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“How do you get—. What—“ Tony groans and lets his arms dangle down to his side. “No. No it’s that first person shooter where we snipe and then teabag ten year olds from China.” He’s lying. The ten year olds from China usually do the teabagging.

Tony has excellent hand-eye coordination but he can’t beat the twitch game of children. He once tried to get Rogers to play with him before this mess but he was pretty sure Black Ops gave the guy flashbacks so he stuck to Portal co-op mode.

The strategic mind on Steve Rogers is scary.

“When did we ever play Pokemon? Was I ever that drunk around you? Did we make out after?”

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While Tony sputters, Bruce's small smile spreads into a smirk and from there to something close to a grin.

"If you can't remember my sweet loving, you don't deserve it." He beams up at the server who sets Tony's burger in front of him and then lays a plate in front of Bruce.

Are things settled? Of course not, but they'e going with their strengths for now, and that means they can both pretend things are normal while the world goes to shit.

"Give it time and you'll start to remember that it's been less than a week since Ultron for me. I remember Call of Duty and that the reflexes of ten-year-olds are scary as hell."

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Banner got him. He’s been gone for two years and in that time, so much has happened to Tony that he’s completely let his guard down on just how much of a wonderful shit Banner is. He watches the other man with his eyes wide as the server puts down his burger— He doesn’t even see her. It’s only his nose that tells him there’s food in front of him, but he can’t help but ignore it too.

His befuddlement erupts into the biggest of smiles and he shakes his head and sits forward.

“Or I’ll just tank up on a lot of scotch and have FRIDAY record so I remember it. Or at least have some eye candy for later.”

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The server retreats, but not before giving them both a searching stare that says she might be putting two and two together and getting Avengers. Bruce catches her eye and puts a finger to his lips and then presses his palms together as though praying for her silence for the time being. When she nods, he mouths thank you before getting back to basking in Tony's delight.

"FRIDAY's done nothing to deserve that. I thought you liked her?" Of course he's a wonderful shit. Tony knows plenty of geniuses who aren't interesting enough for him to put this kind of effort into. It takes more than mere genius to get that, and Bruce knows it.

For his part, Tony is who Bruce could have been if his entire life had started differently. He admires his mind, appreciates his successes, and envies his ability to live that strut he's encouraged Bruce to have.

But would he say they're soulmates? It would probably explain a lot.

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“I do. Any maybe she needs some action sometimes too. Did you ever think of that? No. Because you’re selfish as hell.” Tony is of course kidding. If anyone is selfish here, it’s him.

And no one would correct him on that.

He hasn’t noticed any exchanging of glances at all. He had no idea that they’ve been recognized and if they had, well all it would mean is he would scarf down his burger, leave a huge tip, and escape. Bruce doesn’t need the recognition and Tony is too jaded to really notice it one way or another.

He does, at least, take a bite of his burger. “And she likes you,” he says, when his mouth is mostly empty. “Maybe she’d find it thrilling.”

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Bruce expects that any time spent in public with Tony is going to result in recognition, at least for Tony. There's nothing about Tony's entire presence that says, I'm inconspicuous, don't notice me.

"She doesn't have a crush on Vision?" The AI that became a real boy. Kind of.

Tony's a mess, Bruce is a mess. Name an Avenger, past or present, who isn't a big pile of issues.

He opens his burger to add whatever this house sauce is and snorts at the thought of Tony's voyeur AI watching them in flagrante. Might give the poor innocent her first nightmares. "She likes me because you programmed her and you like me."

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“No one likes Vision.” That’s probably unlike Tony but he and his former AI have a really weird relationship. He’s not JARVIS, but he knows everything about being JARVIS and there’s at least a small part of him that resents Tony just a little. And Tony is still in mourning for one of his favorite children. Seeing Vision is a reminder that JARVIS is dead. It’s very strange and Tony hasn’t really dealt with it well in the last two years. Vision is friendlier with his ex too. And that doesn’t help at all. “Except Wanda. And that’s complicated. Whatever.”

Tony munches away, ignoring the giant steak cut fries for the end so he can eat them like they’re ears of corn. He had weird habits. That’s just one of them.

“I don’t program personality, Banner. Well I do. But it’s learned. They have to help me but they don’t have to like me. And they don’t have to like you because I like you. You’re just likeable. That’s all on you. Everyone likes you. Opposite of Vision,” he points out and lifts a hand to the waitress so she’ll bring him something stronger than beer.

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"Thor likes the other guy better," Bruce grumbles, then brightens. "He loved the logins on the quinjet. 'Strongest Avenger.'" He has to chuckle a little at that. Bless Tony's trolling.

He's gone hungry too many times to have many quirks left about food. He'll eat anything, whether he likes it or not, but it's true what they say about hunger making the best sauce.

"There's a lot of that complicated thing going around." Bruce doesn't have a whole lot of warmth for Wanda. It's still too raw, too immediate for him. Knowing she's at the Avengers compound will add one more reason why he won't want to live there. "So I'll save asking for more about Vision later."

After all, he's kind of their child, too, and less of a disappointment than Ultron. Mostly Tony's child, but there's a bit of Bruce's DNA in there.

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“See. Everyone likes you better. I guess it’s probably natural for my kids to like their mom better than their dad.” Tony’s once again being a little bit telepathic (sorry Bruce) but really, he’s just insightful. When he cares to be. And that’s not really all that often.

He’s also managed to make himself the father in their quasi family, sorry Bruce. He doesn’t know about Bruce’s desire for and fear of having children. He can’t really pass on his genetics to offspring now given how toxic he is. But he’s also afraid of being his own father.

And Tony is too.

But sometimes...like with Peter... he thinks that maybe he can be a good dad. Maybe. If he had the right partner.

It’s really too bad he probably can’t get Banner on board for that.

“We should make a pact. If we aren’t married with kids by fifty, we do it together.” That’s not too far away for the Engineer “Maybe we wouldn’t mess up so bad with real kids.”

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"It's the 21st century, Vision can have two daddies." He leaves off destroying his burger to pick at some fries. "Besides, Helen Cho's his mom. How's that for a modern family?"

Bruce would probably like Peter, and the kid's old enough that the most lasting parental damage should already have been done without their intervention.

"With that wording - married with kids by fifty - we might as well get married now because that isn't happening for me. Is it legal in Australia?" He's 100% serious about the married with kids, 99.9% not serious about getting married.

"But I'm not signing on for co-parenting actual human kids. No kid deserves parents with enemies lists as long as ours." No kid deserves parents as inherently messed up as Bruce and Tony, but imagine the damage that Bruce and Tony would do if they did adopt some poor kid and that kid was taken by one of those enemies?

Bruce would tear the world apart and Tony would probably be right at his side. Accords? What Accords?

He finishes off his beer as the waitress comes to take Tony's order, and he's momentarily tempted to order a second. Instead he orders a sparkling water and picks at his fries.

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“Yeah. It is. Okay, so let’s see who’s available to officiate.” This isn’t s good time to be joking with a guy with severe abandonment issues. And one who was very recently engaged after six years of a long term relationship.

It’s not good at all.

Who needs fries? The scotch though? That he needs. And a second when Bruce gets his boring sparkling water.

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Tony keeps forgetting that Ultron was just last week for Bruce, and Bruce keeps forgetting that it's been a long two years for his friend. For a couple of the most brilliant people on the planet, they're both pretty dumb sometimes.

"What? No prenup? I don't think your attorneys would like that." He's still joking, short on context to let him know how fragile Tony really is right now. It's been a roller coaster of a day.

"Why don't you skip the scotch and you can show me where you're living now. I don't want to see the compound yet."

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So that's a no on the wedding? Too bad. Tony closes down his phone and slips it back into his pocket. it makes sense for him to marry Banner, and that's not even the scotch talking (one drink isn't going to do much for him when he's an off again, on again functioning alcoholic). When he dies, Banner would be set for life. It's not like Bruce will go first...

Or ever.

Tony arches an eyebrow at his friend. "We can do both. And pick up a bottle for the way." He's not really sure how he's going to explain where he's at-- But then again, Steve's the only Avenger that really understands his relationship with his dad...and maybe not even him. Pepper would understand what it's like for him to move into the mansion on Long Island but their calls have turned to emails and they're just painfully cordial at this point.

He's going to leave a fantastic tip. A few thousand dollars, American. Lucky waitress.

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God, he hopes he can at least die of old age. The mirror tells him he's aging. If he can't die, he's going to be a modern Tithonus, who was gifted immortality but not eternal youth. Of course, what if he can die of age, but that just means that there's nothing but Hulk?

Nightmare fuel.

"Don't tell me there's no scotch where we're going." He's not really going to believe it, although it's possible that Tony's run out. "You're flying us home, so try to keep your blood alcohol level below legal limits for our destination." Yes, he's just inviting himself home with Tony. Anywhere Tony's laying his head, there's going to be room for one homeless scientist to crash.

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"On the contrary, I have plenty where we are going, but nothing for the way there," Tony says with a mild hint of play acted irritation. "FRIDAY is our designated driver. If you want another beer or two for the road, order it-- And she's noticed the tip. Shit. Let's see if I can get that bottle before the place erupts." He ought to start carrying cash so this doesn't happen on the way to running his card.

As luck might have it, they get the scotch and a bottle of sparkling water (and whatever else he can talk Banner into having)before they climb back onto the quinjet. Tony only had to pose for half a dozen selfies.

It's probably a record.

He doesn't bother to get into the captain's chair, he just busts open the bottle and sits down in the back.

"You're gonna get to see where five year old me slept and fourteen year old me masturbated constantly on Christmas break from boarding school."

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The only thing Tony can talk Bruce into is a to-go box for the rest of his meal, and unfortunately the size of Tony's tip means that no amount of trying to signal don't give it to him does any good in keeping Tony from getting the scotch.

He sidles along the edges of Tony's fan club and is waiting for him outside so they can make a run for it.

He slides down to the deck next to where Tony's sitting and gets back to eating his burger, asking between bites, "Only on Christmas break? Who knew you had so much self-control at that age?"

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“I wasn’t in that bed any other time,” Tony laughs. “I was usually at school. Mom and Dad were pretty busy. I was lucky when they remembered that they needed to send for someone to come and get me. Usually that was the real Jarvis.”

Oh Bruce. You’re about to learn so much about him.

He mentioned his Nanny before but he hasn’t informed Bruce that that Nanny was Edwin Jarvis. And besides. Bruce slept through most of the Nanny talk all together.

“The rest of the masturabion happened in my private dorm.”

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Bruce tilts his head back against the wall behind him and thinks about the Avengers - Tony, absentee parents; Bruce, abusive, and thankfully dead now father, dead mother; Natasha, the Red Room instead of parents; Cap, dead parents; Thor, loving parents for millennia, losing both his parents and his whole damn planet recently; Barton remains a cipher; but assassins don't usually come from Leave It to Beaver backgrounds; Vision has Bruce and Tony.

No wonder the Avengers are taking sides against one another. The one member who hadn't been a hot mess had been off-planet trying to keep his home from being destroyed.

Thoughts he keeps to himself as he rolls his head enough to look at Tony and raises an eyebrow. "If I'd had that much privacy when I was 14, I might have wished I could die of chafing."

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“I mostly wished Tammy classmates didn’t hate me.” It’s a confession he’s surprised to have given, judging by the look on his face before he snorts. “You’re a bad influence. You should have been a therapist. You’re easy to talk to. I know I’ve told you that,” Tony says.

He takes another long swing of the bottle and offers it to Bruce because he makes really good life choices all the time and giving a guy terrified of becoming an abusive alcoholic is total cool.

“What other embarrassing things do you want to know about me?”

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"Making you a normal 14-year-old, or so I hear. I can't really judge normal." He shakes his head and taps the bag with his sparkling water to show that he's good without the scotch, thanks. "It's okay. You were the smartass rich kid who no one liked, I was the freak whose dad murdered his mom who no one liked."

He doesn't know for certain that Tony knows that about him, but he's always assumed that he does. Tony's too damn curious not to look, and Bruce's childhood has more than enough public documentation to it.

What do you want to tell me? You've got to have some good memories, too."